5. SILICAT CARBIDE PRINT ON VISCOSE – PURGATORY

5. PURGATORY 
SILICAT CARBIDE PRINT ON VISCOSE

During the following nights I have experienced strange events, other realities, as if the skin between worlds was thin. A fear of the unknown dominated me and I suppose this was the reason I was visited by night, every night, by strange creatures of lower realms. They had different forms and shapes, mostly snakes or phantastic animals, similar to Hieronimus Bosch`s paintings.

I experienced sleep deprivation for about 4 weeks, as I figured out the only way to stay away from these creatures was to stay awake. Finally I prayed and asked for help from higher realms. One night, while lying in bed, almost asleep, I encountered a blue fierily light with beautiful human features. Within seconds my aura was cleansed by its fire and I felt much lighter.

Actually I knew it`s not part of the material reality, but it felt so real as it could be. Thinking of Dante Alligeri`s “Inferno”, made me realize, there are maybe other people having experienced these different ”realities” under certain conditions. The collective consciousness gathers these places and beings, so that we as humans have often times similar experiences. 

The law of attraction made me realize, these monsters could be my own.  Does not hatred, envy, anger, sorrow, fear transform into beings, living inside myself once I have adopted them? The most difficult is to admit one`s own demons, as the Ego denies them. I decided to face them and I have looked them in the eye. Surprisingly they disappeared, on by one.

This print of silicat carbide shows the range of beautiful colors within the black rough mineral. It can be seen as an analogy to all the great potential that hides inside darkest moments when cracking open the shell of ignorance.